Most friends who meet me currently said that I'm getting thinner...
Yeah, I think I am in the lowest point in this year.
Many achievements I got and many failures I tasted..
Though, this time I feel like a stupid little puppy who is trying to fly like a hawk.
No matter how hard I try, I will fall again..
and it just makes my body hurts...my heart is more burdened...
It kills my self-esteem, kills my appetite, and kills my weight.
At one point, I realize that I cannot master all things in this world and I should admit my weaknesses.
I made some faults and got stressed and angry to my self.
And I feel so lonely, because I don't know where to share and where to get help.
Never felt like this before.
I am so weak but even my inner-self cannot accept it.
I just want to get out from this hole and be free and keep moving.
Can I just grow as a little puppy instead of a hawk? I don't want to fly high...I just want to run, play around, make friends, and take care of others.
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